I just heard from Grams (My Grandmother)today that right after my 21st birthday, my dear friend Angela who helped me prefect my art talent and having a nice bond with on another when we were still kids in High School of the Arts Academy, and told she passed away when she was brought into the hospital due to a horrible car crash...

It tor me apart from at the bottom of my heart... -cries and sniffs- Grams didn't want to tell then but she told me now since it was better to be told this way and she sorry for not telling me from the start.

But...-breaks down crying- It hurts so much... like my little Cousin, my two Grandfathers, my Mom, her Friend and now my best friend... all died when I couldn't do a thing to help or to say... goodbye to them...

But, I gotta endure and stand strong. If She was here, she woul hit me on the head telling me "Kris is idiot... don't be sad over me. Your the strongest guy I know and you don't give you no matter what happens!" So I guess, being sad in sorrow would be in vain for her and them. So instead I'll smile strong for their sake.

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